So, it’s been a couple of weeks since my last photo-of-the-day. And…to be honest, I don’t really care.
I guess I’m quitting?
In the last few weeks, I’ve spent a lot of time alone with my thoughts. Work, errands, and dogs keep me busy, so I haven’t had much time with friends or regular interaction with non-customer people.
If I didn’t have these two little (big) puppies around, I don’t think I would know what real love feels like anymore. The immediate swelling of my heart, my mouth automatically turning upwards at the sight/sound of them, the pure pain from being away from them, the need to see them and love on them all the time.
There was a time that I used to only have these feelings for one person. Now, I have them for two wonderfuls. …But I don’t know anymore if I am able to have those same feelings for people anymore. I certainly LIKE lots of people, and a few I even love in a family-capacity, but this overwhelming sensation of “I LOVE” isn’t really there, or, at least, hasn’t been activated, for any one single person.
Too much betrayal and instability with people. Dogs are much more consistent. Everyone, if you don’t already have at least one, go get a dog.